phyllistay!

Its not your fault so stop blaming yourself and stop being so pek cek liao kay. It's also his fault cause he ask want a break. When you both are ready then get back if not remain. Ignore what people say about you that you're treating him badly or whatever rubbish cause they aren't true and they don't even know the story and starting to blame youu. Once you feel better or calm, maybe you might want to try to talk to him and tell him is not you don't trust him but is he can't help you. Thats why you turned to other people who you trusts. Ask him, where were he when you needed him so badly during your bad times? Cheer up alright. Anything you can talk to okay? :D I can be your listening ear at any time yea :)