phyllistay!

Finally I realize that I am nothing without you. My broken heart like a wave. My shaken heart like a wind. My heart vanished like smoke. It can't be removed like a tattoo. I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in. Only dusts are piled up in my mind. You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you". What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you. I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times. Don't look back and leave. Don't find me again and live on. Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories. I can bear it in some way. I can stand in some way. You should be happy if you are like this. I become dull day by day. You're my all. If we pass by each other on the street. Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to. If you keep thinking about our past memories. I might go look for you secretly. Please live well as if I should feel jealous. Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened. I hope your heart feels relieved. Please forget about me and live on with her. Those tears will be kept in me everytimeee. My love don't lie. You're my heartttt.